Twenty-five years ago, a client of mine became president of his company. It happened through a fluke (he was a mid-level manager), good luck, and a couple coincidences. He was very humble about his promotion. He said, “It was just God’s grace. I hadn’t wanted it, I didn’t deserve it, and I never tried for it. God just dropped it on my lap.”
But a couple years later he began to attribute his promotion to his hard work and brilliant insights. He complained that his advancement had been delayed too long by bosses who didn’t appreciate him. He fired anyone who disagreed with him.
He felt his genius was needed everywhere, and he was glad to offer it:
- He convinced the high school to change coaches because he knew a better way to coach – though he had never played an organized sport in his life.
- He became head elder at his church and bullied them into adopting a “better” Bible translation – though he had never studied Greek or Hebrew. Or Pig-Latin.
He once scowled in anger when a friend told him his zipper was unzipped (I witnessed it), and he sent his dental hygienist home in tears when she suggested he begin flossing. The slightest correction was met by him with red-faced fury.
Success turned a wonderful human being into an uncorrectable, wrathful know-it-all.
We All Fail the Easiest Test
Several years ago I was a novice writer when I wrote an article about Sunday school problems that went mini-viral (for me) with over half a million reads.
People began to ask for my writing advice. And I liked it. I enjoyed the spotlight. I began to wonder if my guidance might possibly save the world. Frankly, I was surprised – and a bit disappointed – that NASA hadn’t called me for advice about their solid-fuel rockets.
I had, after all, written a pretty successful blog about Sunday school.
We are pretty good at hiding our pride on the outside, but inwardly we secretly applaud our own brilliance when:
- Our kids behave better than our neighbor’s kids;
- We don’t worry about the future like our other friends who constantly fret;
- We don’t talk about ourselves unceasingly like so many others;
- Our bodies are thinner and more fit than our colleagues.
Of the two tests of God – adversity and achievement, or failure and success – we handle difficulties better than victories. Hardships drive us to God whereas accomplishments drive us to self-congratulations. Success goes to our heads and has a party. Failure goes to our hearts and gives a chance at humility.
The Empty Desert and The Rich Vineyard
When the Israelites were about to enter the Promised Land, after forty years of adversity, Moses offered them his final advice:
Remember how the Lord has led you through the wilderness for these forty years, humbling and training you; because the Lord is bringing you to a good land, filled with olive oil and honey. You’ll eat plenty and lack nothing.
But be careful, or you will forget the Lord your God. Otherwise, when you have built beautiful houses, and your cattle and oxen multiply, and your silver and gold increase, then you will become arrogant.
You may say to yourselves, ‘I have become wealthy by my own strength and by my own ability.’ But remember the Lord your God, because he is the one who gives you your abilities.(Deut. 8:2-18, selected verses)
In our poverty we look to God for mercy, and in our riches we look to ourselves.
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Sam Williamson grew up in Detroit, Michigan, USA. He is the son of a Presbyterian pastor and grandson of missionaries to China. He moved to Ann Arbor, Michigan in 1975. He worked in London England from 1979 to 1982, helping to establish Antioch, a member community of the Sword of the Spirit. After about twenty-five years as an executive at a software company in Ann Arbor he sensed God call him to something new. He left the software company in 2008 and now speaks at men’s retreats, churches, and campus outreaches. His is married to Carla Williamson and they have four grown children and grandchildren. He has a blog site, www.beliefsoftheheart.com, and can be reached at Sam@BeliefsoftheHeart.com.
1 thought on “When Success Fails”
This is SO true. I have often wondered, “how can I serve God ‘successfully’ and not be proud?” The slightest success immediately goes to my head. I will have to leave this issue in the hands of God, since I am unable to understand it–unable to understand myself, my own heart (Jeremiah 17:9-10).