Only God Can Fill Our
Emptiness with an Appetite for His Word
by J.I.
Packer
The biggest thing that
keeps us from getting the full benefit of
Scripture is simply that we do not feel needy
enough. One of the problems of the pastoral
role is that it encourages leaders to think
that they are full of competence; they have
got it made; they know it all. This
self-sufficiency is a satanic temptation. A
moment of realistic thought will remind us
that we are as needy as the next person.
I find it most helpful to
remind myself at the beginning of my
devotional period [daily time of personal
prayer] who God is and what I am. That is to
say, I remind myself that God is great,
transcendent, that he loves me and he wants to
speak to me right now. And I recall that I am
the original sinner, the perverse and stupid
oaf who misses God’s way constantly. I have
made any number of mistakes in my life up to
this point and will make a lot more today if I
don’t keep in touch with God, and with Christ,
my Lord and savior, as I should.
There is nothing like a
sense of hunger to give one an appetite for a
meal, and there is nothing like a sense of
spiritual emptiness and need to give me an
appetite for the word of God. Let that be the
theme of our first minute or two of prayer as
we come to our devotional times, and then we
will be tuned in right. God says, “Open your
mouth wide, and I will fill it” (Psalm 81:10).
The quantity of
theological notions in one’s mind, even
correct notions, doesn’t say anything about
one’s relationship with God. The fact that one
knows a lot of theology doesn’t mean that
one’s relationship with God is right or is
going to be right. The two things are quite
distinct. As a professional theologian I find
it both helpful and needful to focus this
truth to myself by saying to myself over and
over again, “What a difference there is
between knowing notions, even true notions,
and knowing God.” My times with the Bible,
like those of all pastoral leaders, indeed all
Christians, are meant to be times for knowing
God.
[Excerpt
from
Encountering God in Scripture: An
Interview with J.I. Packer,
published by the Alliance for Faith and
Renewal, Ann Arbor 1990]
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