Uncompromising,
Straight-forward and Humble
.
What
Jesus means to me
.
by Johannes Hartl
Bold,
plain, and sharp as a razor
These aren’t mere words. Socrates’ speech in
his own defense at his trial in Athens remains
an unforgettable document in favor of freedom
of conscience – even after almost 2,500 years.
Unforgotten also is Churchill’s “blood sweat
and tears” speech, which infused new
confidence into the demoralised English nation
and focused them on victory over Hitler
Germany – a victory they only gained five
years later. Great orators don’t just utter
fine words. Their words create something.
Great orators have always fascinated me.
And actually it was the first thing that
fascinated me about Jesus, when I was a
teenager and had first started to read
biblical texts for myself. Even though I had
heard many parables or sayings of Jesus, this
was my first experience with a whole book of
the New Testament (it was Luke’s Gospel) and
something struck me that I’d never seen in
other great speakers. Really, the first thing
that fascinated me about Jesus was his
powerful use of words.
This observation may seem at first almost
trite. To proclaim great words – any ad writer
can do that. But everybody who knows about the
power of language will start to listen for
nuances. And with Jesus every nuance rings
true. It begins with his parables and figures
of speech. Even two thousand years later,
everyone can understand what it means to build
a house on sand or can imagine a debtor who
would choke and threaten somebody who owes him
much less, even though he himself has just
been forgiven his own debt.
The greatness of a speaker is often revealed
by the greatness of the images he uses –
intuitive, vivid, stirring, and profound. And
Jesus can also be poetic and full of deepest
wisdom. Like when he speaks about the lilies
of the field and the birds of the sky in a
language whose simplicity is full of beauty
and whose beauty is full of simplicity. And
then again, his words are incredibly bold like
the Beatitudes. In a few sentences – eight in
all – Jesus can outline a complete
reorientation of the whole world. Who else has
ever dared to do this and still avoid
inaccurate trivialities?
And Jesus can be razor sharp. Mercilessly he
unmasks the hypocrisy of the scribes. Even his
enemies were left speechless: “And no one was
able to answer him a word, and from that day
onward no one dared to ask him any more
questions” (Matthew 22:46). Even bleeding and
bound he reveals that there is no real power
behind Pilate’s official power – the same
Pilate who will sentence him to death. That’s
fearlessness. The ones who were sent to arrest
him came back empty-handed. And what did they
report? The same as somebody who opens the New
Testament expecting someone who ranks between
ancient orators and modern politicians: “No
one ever spoke like this man!” (John 7:46).
Harmony and Balance
Of course, there are lots of people who can
utter great words. It’s said that the
philosopher Max Scheler was once accused of
not practicing what he preached. He replied by
saying, roughly, that a finger that points at
the moon, does not travel to the moon. The
meaning? That you can speak the truth even if
you yourself are not attesting it with your
own life. And then there is the other extreme
– those who let their actions speak louder
than their words. They would prefer to do the
good than talk about it. That also has
greatness, but there is poverty when the
spoken word is missing. And there is something
compelling when there is resonance, balance,
between words and life.
It’s exactly this balance which is so striking
with Jesus. Which is more impressive, his
words or his life? We could go even further.
Was he focused more on God or on people? Did
he live more actively toward the external or
was he more internal and reflective? Wherever
we look at Jesus’ life as the scripture
recounts it, we encounter this captivating
balance. Jesus the Jew. Jesus the
revolutionary. Jesus the friend of the poor.
That’s what he was called. Researchers found
Pharisaic theology in him. They found Greek
philosophy. They found apocalyptic thinking of
the time. And they discovered secular
practice.
Again and again there has been this attempt to
limit Jesus to one of these aspects. But in
Jesus there are all these – in such a way that
from an inner integrity there is no belabored
attempt to make sense of contradictions but
instead a manifestation of an unfolding of
spectrum of colors, a restful abundance. Not
only is this true of his words and deeds, but
also the person of Jesus himself is maintained
by a symphony of proportions, a remarkable
balance. Harmony, symmetry and integrity are
essential traits of beauty. The nature of
Jesus is beauty.
Not from others …
And in the end it was just a small sentence in
John’s Gospel that brought me to be in awe of
Jesus – how he made me horrified about my own
heart. It was the simple sentence: “I do not
receive my honor from men” (John 5:41).
This sentence has a totality. It is so
fundamental. For Jesus, the question
does not arise about whether people agree with
him, or how they evaluate him or whether they
acknowledge him. Those are not an issue.
It’s interesting that Jesus does not claim
that honor and appreciation are unnecessary.
Everybody needs them. But Jesus has a
different origin. How very different we are
from him! We could fill books with all the
activities we engage in just for the sake of
receiving more appreciation from others. Whole
markets evolve around products whose value
derives solely from making the owner “seen,”
praised, and acknowledged. What would life
look like if a person took the radical
approach of just doing what was right – what
God approves of – and was completely
unconcerned with what others thought of it?
Jesus led such a life – straightforward and
uncompromising, but also humble. Because only
the person who knows that he is seen and
honored by God gains the inner freedom to
serve. He gains the freedom to be humble and
to serve without inner strain and without
cheapening yourself. “Jesus, knowing that the
Father had given all things into his hands,
and that he had come from God and was going
back to God rose from supper. He laid aside
his outer garments, and taking a towel, tied
it around his waist. Then he poured water into
a basin and began to wash the disciples’ feet”
(John 13:3-5).
It’s Jesus’ gifted use of words which
delighted me from early on. It was his balance
which put me in awe of him. But it is his
humility which brings me to my knees, and it’s
the gift of his love even to the death, which
brings me to tears.
This
article by Johannes Hartl, copyright © 2015,
was originally written in
German,“Unangepasst, unverborgen und
demutig”, and first appeared in the Summer
2015 Issue of AufAtmen Magazin. English
translation by Bob Bell and Marianne
Kantert.Used with permission.
About the author
Dr Johannes Hartl is a German Catholic
theologian, author, and leader of the
ecumenical House
of Prayer in Augsburg, Germany, which
he established in 2005. Johannes and his
wife Jutta have four children. The House of
Prayer in Augsburg currently has 20
full-time volunteer missionary intercessors
and 70 part-time volunteers, mostly young
people, who devote four hours each day to
intercessory prayer and worship. This past
January they organized a European
House of Prayer conference, called MEHR,
for 7,000 mostly young people from across
Europe.
See Hartl’s personal
website http://johanneshartl.org/ and
the House
of Prayer website
http://gebetshaus.org/.
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